what do you want out of life?
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
11:50 PM
Looking through some of my friend's blogs has got me thinking. I wonder why but many of them seem to be in a pondering state. Thinking about life and all.
Hmm, i just realized that ive lost touch with many. People who are dear to me and who were once near have all drifted far away. We've been busy and have lived our own lives but thats not an excuse is it? Met up with Sandra and Flo recently. It was awesome!
Looking through facebook and browsing through the pictures have made me think again. Why would some people go through such drastic change? Is it the company? Is it the influence? Why? Some people were getting from bad to worse and many were drifting away from me. Then it strucked me. People change. I drifted away too, i turned people away too. I was too cooped up with my work. I too was at fault. Its always easier to see the fault of others.
This Sem is just gonna get tougher. With MopPets, NYAA and year end service learning. I hope i wont crumble. I wonder how long i can handle such pressure!
I'm gladd youre better.
iloveyou
I pray...
Monday, October 12, 2009
12:33 AM
I met you again today.
As frail as ever you seem.
Apart from me, all you saw was nothing but hallucinations.
I fed you, i changed you, i spoke to you and i walked with you.
Just when i thought you were recovering.
Just when i thought you were able to leave.
I'm gonna see you again tomorrow.
I've lived my whole life with you, I'm not gonna let you slip by.
Stay strong. We need you. We love you.
Sadhu Sadhu Sadhu
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Thursday, October 1, 2009
10:16 PM
You'll be fine. I know. I love you.