WOW
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
9:35 PM
whoah! It's been ages since i updated this blog! Its time i revived it!
SO, much have happened. Life has been GREAT!
On the downside though, i finally know how it felt to be BETRAYED! BY A DOG!! A FEMALE ONE!
SO YEAh, EFF her!
Alrighty, i'll go now.
TOODLES :D
Sunday, November 8, 2009
1:00 AM
Girl you're beautiful.
You make it easy,
to love you.
what do you want out of life?
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
11:50 PM
Looking through some of my friend's blogs has got me thinking. I wonder why but many of them seem to be in a pondering state. Thinking about life and all.
Hmm, i just realized that ive lost touch with many. People who are dear to me and who were once near have all drifted far away. We've been busy and have lived our own lives but thats not an excuse is it? Met up with Sandra and Flo recently. It was awesome!
Looking through facebook and browsing through the pictures have made me think again. Why would some people go through such drastic change? Is it the company? Is it the influence? Why? Some people were getting from bad to worse and many were drifting away from me. Then it strucked me. People change. I drifted away too, i turned people away too. I was too cooped up with my work. I too was at fault. Its always easier to see the fault of others.
This Sem is just gonna get tougher. With MopPets, NYAA and year end service learning. I hope i wont crumble. I wonder how long i can handle such pressure!
I'm gladd youre better.
iloveyou
I pray...
Monday, October 12, 2009
12:33 AM
I met you again today.
As frail as ever you seem.
Apart from me, all you saw was nothing but hallucinations.
I fed you, i changed you, i spoke to you and i walked with you.
Just when i thought you were recovering.
Just when i thought you were able to leave.
I'm gonna see you again tomorrow.
I've lived my whole life with you, I'm not gonna let you slip by.
Stay strong. We need you. We love you.
Sadhu Sadhu Sadhu
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Thursday, October 1, 2009
10:16 PM
You'll be fine. I know. I love you.
going awaYYYYyYYyyyy
Sunday, September 13, 2009
9:12 PM
Hey peeps, im back!
Just some little updates. I went for Success Power, a mind power workshop a few weeks ago.
And let me tell you how powerful the mind is, 4 ladies were able to lift a 100+ kg man up with only 2 fingers each. A man in his late forties stood on my right arm for 30 seconds! i think he weighs like, 76? We did so many amazing stuff which includes breaking pencils and chopsticks with leaves and rose petals and also moving pendulums with our minds.
After that workshop, i went to meet up with the clique! They surprised twinnie and i with 2 yummy cakes. It was so nice meeting up with them. Replacing all the neglects with love and hugs. Meeting up with the girls again made me feel that there are some things in life that just dont change. Im really glad our friendship made it through all the way and we are still going strong! I love you girls!
My parents brought my brother and i to have lunch at Marriot Hotel. OMG let me tell you! THE OYSTERS were! 
They were so so so so awesome! Like totally! Anyway, we had our fill that morning. Look what i did with the smoked salmon and breadstick. It was super dee duper yummy!I ate to my hearts content!
Recently we also celebrated Nat's 19th birthday! I went to catch G-Force with Aaron, buy my new shoes and new bag! Hehe, oh yeah, he bought me a bike too =x
I've been packing cause ill be leaving to VIETNAM in a day's time. I'll miss you peeps! Look what my baby did while i was packing! It obvious he was reluctant to let me go! Hehe. ily prince.
FRIENDSHIP IS THE ESSENCE TO LIFE!
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
9:56 PM
Yes yes yes. I know. Its been long. Helloo again readers. I'm on study leave till my exams. I am rather free so i thought i should start reviving my blog. Hmmm, ive been thinking a lot lately. Quite a lot have happened but i dont have time to state all of it now. Just a few shoutouts. To my groupie!
I wanna extend truckloads of thanks to you all. You girls made poly life fun and made me look forward to coming to school everyday! You girls have stuck by me through my crazy moments, my nonsense and my down moments. I had so much fun with all our projects in ourspace till late, sleepover and Macs breakfast, nail paintings, baking, gossipping and so much more! We have been friends for 2 years now and i really want to keep this friendship we share for many many more years to come.
GINA
Gina mama! You are one of the few who knows my deep secrets and i thank you for keeping it safe =) Thanks for treating me the same and not judging me after knowing my ugly past. You have been such a caring friend and always willing to go the extra mile. Thanks for your daily text messages when i was down and all the LIANG TEH you never failed to buy when i was ill. Your words of encouragement did make me feel better! Im really grateful to have a friend like you! Fate has brought us together. SINCE SYF!! hahahahahaha. Please dont stress out about the coming exams, we'll study and go through this together, all of us! =)
MEIXUAN
Ah Xuan ah! We finally see your true colours now! Haha. I remember when i first knew you, i was like, "alamak, why this girl so quiet!". Hmmmpphh! Look at you now man! One of the craziest! Along with me of course! Hahaa, i love it when we both cant stop laughing! I wanna thank you too for standing by me. For always being so patient when teaching me FM and ITA1(last yr). I'm so glad you opened up to us and now we're having so much fun together!
NAT
Nat Alia! We go to school and go home together everyday and that has made us undeniably close. All our baking sessions, nail painting session, cam whoring sessions and crazy moments in buses have definitely brought us even closer! I wanna thank you for being there for me. For hugging me tightly despite my loud sobs and tear stricken face that time. I'm thankful for friends like you! I sincerely wanna be there for you like how you were there for me. It WAS difficult for me to open up. But i did, to you. :) I wanna be there for you regardless of situations, good times or bad. Remember, i'm just a call away :)
TINGYUN
TingTing! Although im not really close to you but im still glad to have a friend like you! I enjoy how we complain about how blur our boyfriends can be to not get the super obvious hints we show and how SpOiLer their surprises can be.hahahahaha. I had a lot of fun with you that day at the chicken rice place. The baking and nail painting as well. The camp has brought us closer together as we were room mates. Im pretty sure the Vietnam trip will bring us EVEN closer! Cultural Exchange! hahahaa. Im looking forward to all the dance sessions that are yet to come!
You girls have been amazing! I LOVE YOU!
Apart from my poly friends. I really miss my polka dotted girls. I miss Sandra, Twinnie, rach, buddy, chloe, alex and alexia. Sigh. Ive been so busy with school this sem that i hardly met them. Now that my exams will be over, soon enough. I wanna make time for all of them. Im glad ill be meeting sandra tmr =) Rach will be sleeping over on thurs! Ill also be meeting up with cass real soon! I didnt get to meet up with Chloe when she was back in Spore so i'd catch up with her when we go to Phuket in Dec! I really miss all of you girls!
Dear Aaron,Its kindda funny how we forgot about our Monthsary!Hahaha. My deepest apologies for not being so busy.I'll make it up to you.Thanks for being there for me.For being a teacher,counsellor, friend,dance partner and an amazing boyfriend!Chan Ruk Khun Mak lei!
uncertainties
Thursday, April 30, 2009
10:59 PM
Hey readers!
I know i havent been blogging for a long time. Pardon me aye!
For those who knows the FULL story, good.
For those who dont, i intend to keep it that way.
To those people who have been around me for the past few weeks, im sorry if i seemed withdrawn or not myself.
To mummy
Thanks for being with me every step of the way. I will summon all the strength i have in me to get well. Thanks for trusting "us". I wont disappoint you!
To Aaron:
Dear, thanks for standing by me through this dark period. Thanks for not giving up on me. Thanks for withstanding my madness and hysterical behavior. Thanks for eveything. ily
TO others who know,
Thanks for being there =)
Questions!
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
11:41 PM
Im so bored i took this from XinYi's blog to do. Bo liao right? I know.TEN QUESTIONS
1. Are you single - Nope
2. Are you happy - Quite
3. Are you bored - VERY
4. Are you fair - NOT EVEN CLOSE!
5. Are you Italian - NO!!?
6. Are you intelligent - Hmmm, quite. =x
7. Are you honest - 90% of the time.
8. Are you nice - If i have enough sleep, yes.
9. Are you Irish - wa lao NO LA!
10. Are you Asian - YES LA YES LA.
TEN FACTS
1. Full Name - Phanida Suwanarat
2. Nicenames - WTH is nicenames??
3. Birth Place - Singapore
4. Hair Colour - BLACK
5. Natural hair style - slight waves
6. Eye colour -black la BLACK
7. Birthday - 24 August 1990
8. Mood - Bored!
9. Favourite colour - Purple
10. One favourite place you like to visit - Maldives
TEN QUESTIONS
1. Have you been in love - Yes.
2. Do you believe in love at the first sight -Absolutely! all the time when shopping!
3. Do you currently have a crush - Nope
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - Yes.
5. Have you ever broken someone heart - Yes and ive never stopped feeling guilty.
6. Have you ever had your heart broken - Yes.
7. Have you ever liked someone but never tell them - Err, haha, let me count.
8. Are you afraid you commitment - Yes, a little.
9. Who was the last person you hug - Jie Jie
10. Who was the last person you said i love you to - Aaron.
TEN THIS OR THAT
1. Love or lust - Love
2. Hard liquor or beer - Hard Liquor.
3. Cats or dogs - Dogs
4. A few best friends or any regular friends - Few best friends
5. Creamy or Crunchy - Creamy
6. Pencil or Pen - Pencil
7. Wild night out or romantic night in - Wild night out
8. Money or Happiness - Happiness
9. Day or night - Night
10. IM or phone - Phone
TEN HAVE YOU EVER
1. Been caught sneaking out - Never sneaked out, believe it or not!
2. Seen a polar bear - Yes
3. Done something you regret - Tons.
4. Bungee jumped - NO, im a scardy cat.
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - Hell yeah!
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker - Nope
7. Been caught naked - Is caught peeing counted?
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back - Nope, something ill never regret. :)
9. Cried because you lost your pet - *CHOI*
10. Wanted to disappear - Yes.
TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1. Smile or eyes - Eyes
2. Light or dark hair - Dark
3. Hugs or kisses - Hugs
4. Shorter or taller - Taller
5. Intelligence or attraction - Intelligence
6. Topman or Zara - Zara
7. Funny or serious - Funny
8. Older or younger - Younger
9. Outgoing or quiet - Outgoing
10. Sweet or bad - Sweet
TEN HAVE YOU'S
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - All the time hunneh!
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - like duh!
3. Ever tried walking on your hands - No. im gettiing bored.
4. Ever been to a rock concert - Avril lavinge counted? ahah
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team? - Twice.
6. Ever been on a dance team - Yes.
7. Ever been on a sports team - Yes.
8. Ever been in a drama play/production - yes.
9. Ever own a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bently - No.
10. Ever been on a rap video - GAY!
TEN LASTS
1. Last phone call you made - Aaron
2. Last person you hugged - Jie Jie, didnt i answer this?
3. Last person you hung out with - Aaron
4. Last time you worked - Saturday
5. Last person you talked to - Phimol
6. Last person you IM'd - MSN-ED . Shaun
7. Last person you texted - Amelia
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with - Aaron
9. Last person/thing you missed - Being 47KG!
10. Last website visited - Viwawa and im going back there!
i tag everyone who reads this!
They were so so so so awesome! Like totally! Anyway, we had our fill that morning. Look what i did with the smoked salmon and breadstick. It was super dee duper yummy!I ate to my hearts content!
